All But My Life #2

As I read this book it gets more upsetting, and full of more death. Gerda goes from good to bad places multiple times, and sees many disturbing things, things that Icould not bare to watch. She looses all of her friends and family even Abek, which tears me apart inside. I know that every time she thinks of suicide, she feels a pain in her neck from her dad. He made her promise that she would stay strong and not commit suicide. If I lost my friends and family, I would have nothing to live for. My life would be filled with depression and sadness. She is a strong girl, I don't think I could ever be that strong. I know she wouldn't take the poison, but if I were in this situation I would have.